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02.19.05 (3:45 pm)   [edit]

Hey Kids Just to Drop A Line Check Me Out On MYSPACE


www.myspace.com and search for Konfusion... im there baby!

 
.:Welcome me back:.
01.19.05 (2:30 am)   [edit]

Hi kids....


i feel sorta old-skool now...i'm back!


*is VERY un-old-skool*


um....remember: Always Wear Your Seatbelt...

 
Whoa long time no see!
12.16.04 (5:53 am)   [edit]
So kids im so sorry i been gone such a while! i dont even know where i was upto! well...i'm back on msn (extremelynoodles@hotmail .com)
So lots has happened kiddies, but sadly i cant be bothered to tell you about it. Good news though! Still with karl. Its beeeeeen *drum roll* 18 months! my lord thats a long time!

Merry X-mas Kiddies!

Toodles From Noodles
 
it's nice and sunny.
06.27.04 (5:28 am)   [edit]
Yo Folks
It's amazing what weather can do for your mood........its sunny and i feel so great! i felt awful yesterday when it was raining....
Sorry, anyways,
I'm going watching Shrek 2 today, it looks funny on the ad's but Cooper told me he didnt like it......but might aswell give it a go... He keeps nagging me that it's crap though.
Anyone seen it?
Also i made some shoes today. it was fun. they're orange sneakers.....they're so sexy....
Thats All Folks
Ciao

Music: 21 And Invincible - Something Corporate
Mood: Awesome.
 
sorry it's late...
06.27.04 (1:33 am)   [edit]

i'm saving Up for a t-shirt you see, and i need to pass all this stuff on. i'm not sure how it works....

anyways, did ya miss me, folks? ahh well, it was worth askin....
So theres this girl who likes Karl and she was all like ''oh Karl come to this party with me....'' so i was like ''hi, i'm catherine.....Karl's girlfriend.....'' and she didnt even do anything. they've still gone. well, Karl only went cause Jeff had to go, i dont think he wanted to go.
anyway, thats about all on that front.

I'm going watching Blink again! JOY! i know, that may lose me credibility from some of you people, but i love them, followed them from day 1. so, i'm not sorry.
Also im hoping Something Corporate will be in England soon, Cause after i've been to Leeds in August and Maroon 5 in October, it's ages till blink 182....i need something to keep me going....
anyways i'll be back later,
Talk to you all then
Ciao :wink:
 
I'm Back!
06.22.04 (12:49 pm)   [edit]
Sorry folks, i've been gone for ages,
Got A Lot to catch up with
My holiday pretty much rocked, but With a few sucky patches.
My new obsession is Radiohead. They are so cool (i love Thom Yorke)
And i joined This band Called ''Midnight Sun''. i play Piano.
Me And Karl's got closer....i can really b bothered typin tonight, but i'll report back with details soon.,
Ciao Peephole :wink:
 
so beautiful...
05.21.04 (11:05 am)   [edit]
I was studying Nebulas all day today, and they're amazing....
how sad do i sound!!?
i dont care, the birth and death of a star is so beautiful its unbelievable to look at it and know how dangerous it is, yet how elegant it looks.
I wish i was Niel Armstrong, though, he didn't get quite as far into space as i would have liked to go, but to see what's up there closer than possible down here. It would be fascinating.
I could have stayed in the science room all day asking Mr D about everything but he didn't know too much, only about the same amount as i already know, But it was still very exciting. So When i got home, i recorded a few tracks and then spent like 4 hours learning about Nebulas.....I'd direct u to a site, but you're better typing it in on google images....its v v nice and relaxing.
Thanks for your time, and no doubt boredom,
Thats All Folks
CIAO :wink:
 
amazing...
05.15.04 (3:11 pm)   [edit]
went watching Incubus last night. They were undoubtedly one of the best band's i've seen. opened with megalomaniac, and went on to play things like Just a phase, beware Criminal! , talk shows on mute, Wish you were here. It was amazing, but the encore! ohhhh the encore!
well you see, it was this guitar solo which was so gorgeous i was actually drooling. my eyes were popping out. then they carried on to play ''Are You In?'' and it was like....''this is the moment i've been waiting for all my life'' from 10:34 until 10:38 i was in heaven (when Are You In was played.) It was wow.

And Another good thing, i've just got off the phone from Thomas, after 45 minutes, and it was really good!! we talked about tony Blair, School, how Thom's gonna be famous etc etc it was wonderful. he said i was amazing, i said he was awesome. He told me a lyric from a song he wrote called ''a perfect View'' and the first line is ''stranded in the car park waiting for a miracle'' and it was about New Year when he stayed over at mine, cause that was beautiful and it helped us to fall, i think. I miss him so bad and he's coming down to Wigan next saturday, and i'm reaaaaallllly excited!!! *has 4 things to look forward to now*
o. Going To The Talk about Oxford Uni on tuesday,
o. Going watching InMe on wednesday,
o. Going To Café on Thursday,
o. Seeing Thom On Saturday,
ohh...and then i'm going on holiday a week on wednesday!!!
Thats All Folks,
CIAO :wink:
 
He's So Poetic...
05.11.04 (11:32 am)   [edit]
Okay, Thom is the most amazing person. He's like....music.
Tonight i was talking to him, and not for the first time i noticed the way he words things and it's really amazing. He's got a huge talent for talking cryptically. I was trying to say something like he would, but i couldn't and i said i was stupid. and he told me that ''nothing you say is anything less than music''
He's like....my Idol. most people have Heroes who are really famous, or did something that everybody's heard about, don't they? Well, my hero is Thom, he's like...my reason.
I Can't believe how nonjudgemental he is, he love absolutely everybody, for something or another. I Love him so much....
Thats All Folks
:wink:
 
oh no
05.10.04 (12:35 pm)   [edit]
oh no, it's not a secret now, but nobody ca-ares. incubus on Friday, woo. I got this letter today, saying that i could apply for Oxford Uni, but i'm only 15!! this is all too soon, and my parents got really excited and everything, they've practically sent me already. My brother got kinda upset cause i was gettin all the praise, he's ''got a lot to live up to'' i'm not going to Oxford...I'm Staying at home. though, i am proud of myself. Oh me and Karl nearly Breaked up!!! it was yesterday, and he was being moody and i asked him was he ok and he said he wouldn't tell me, so Jeff asked him and he wouldnt tell jeff, and fishy asked but he said he'd tell him later. Obviously something to do with me and Jeff. So Karl and fishy went home from Ben's and me and Jeff, Ben and Chris went back to mine, whree i phoned Karl and he didnt know they were there. He said i seem to talk to anyone but him, and he didn't think i loved him anymore, which is dumbassed. Apparently i talk to anyone, especially Jeff, and i told him i find it easier to get involved in a group convo when there's one on the go....otherwise its just ignorant!! I know i don't say it much but i'm only 15, everything's all too serious, i just wanna have fun, y'know. Another reason not to go to Oxford. So we cried it out on the phone, and now we're ok!! Ohh Lord, du u think maybe its coming to the end for me and Karl? Anyways, Oxford, Karl, Tj and his new School, I Dunno if things are good cos me n Karl r still strong, 10 months, or bad cos we're probly on the verge of ending? Another reason not to go to Oxford.... Ok, Im off Thats All Folks, CIAO :wink:
 
Ohh god no not again.
05.03.04 (10:19 am)   [edit]
Right, im a total and complete screw-up. I think,, hell, near-enough know that Karl is gonna break up with me! i'm likd a total wreck, i been wandering around etc just thinking, and i cried a bit. how stupid. i dont even know he's going to do it yet. but i have a strong feeling....
he hung up on me before when i called him. and then when he finally answered he barely spoke to me, when he did he sounded upset. Oh i hate this.
It sucks hard. *cry*

:cry:
 
i...can't wait
05.03.04 (3:08 am)   [edit]
well me and Laura are going to France in like...3 weeks, *yaaay* so i got to start shopping, i need some new clothes. I want one of those green track jackets, but Wigan smells, so i have to go to manchester to get one, next saturday, which is good cos i can get the Queen t-shirt too, that was pretty cool.
Laura's in trouble i think, cos of her Cousin being an idiot. Grrr! i found out too, that the woman who got hit by the bus did die, the poor woman.
I haven't spoke to TJ for like...2 days. its well annoying, i don't think he likes me ringin him at home cause his family chorve him, or thats what Fishy told me. I drew this pic of me and him last night, well, copied a photo. it was really good, it looked like us and everything!! it would have been better if i'd spent longer on it and it wasn't like....2am. Oh well.

So, thanks for reading this, and being bored most probably. But if you're from like manchester, and you can tell me where to get a green track jacket in Manchester, Bolton or Liverpool (especialy liverpool) could you sent it me in a MESSAGE please, cause i cant read the comments, cos i aaint got Java....-sigh-

Thats all folks
Ciao :wink:
 
bad night....
05.02.04 (2:43 am)   [edit]
i had a really bad, and wierd night. i went to bed at about 12, and took a paracetamol cos i had belly ache, and then i fell asleep. so about 2:00 i woke up, and i had horrible belly ache, i felt sick and everything. I had that new alanis morrissette song in my head, too. and i sat up and went ''NEY ALANIS!!' Even though i love the song, i was in a really bad mood. so i just ended up running to the bathroom and throwing up for an hour, then i nearly passed out on my way back to my room, UGH!!
maybe it was yesterday, worried me or something, but i don't think so. :cry:
I can't talk to thom now, cause i got no credit on my fone, *sigh* so i'll have to wait till thursday, but i might not be going to the mill cause i need to save up for Incubus and InMe. Uuug! well, maybe he'll go to InMe. I just don't know.
Music: None.
T.v: Hollyoaks, waiting for Dawsons Creek.
Mood: in Pain, Bored
 
she died.
05.01.04 (1:31 pm)   [edit]
i saw a woman die today.
she got hit by a bus.
i was coming out of primark with my Nan, and as we walked out of the door there were loads of fire engines around, because this guy's car had set on fire, and while we were trying to fight through the nosy crowd, we saw an ambulance and a bus, with a lady lied on the floor, face down. As i got a look, walking by, she died. right there, in the street, on such a nice day. It was horrible. At least, i think she died, because this man came running past us and shouted down his phone ''this woman's just been killed''
i hope she didn't, i hope the man was wrong. but no doubt it will be in the paper tomorrow. It must be a horrible way to die, and a horrible way for someone you know to die. It made me realise just how short life is, and you never know when it's going to slip away. as soon as i got away from the noise, i told Thom i love him, and that when we get together, it'll be forever.

Advise: tell people how you feel now!! i know it sounds korny, and its been said, but doesn't it make sense? live for the moment, cause it might be your last.

Mood: Renewed, Shocked, Greatful
Music: INXS - Need You Tonight,
Food: Walkers sensations - lemongrass flavour. mmmmmm
Lyric: ''You Don't Know What You've Got Till It's Gone'' - Counting Crows
 
looong post peephole.
04.30.04 (3:05 pm)   [edit]
wow it was the last Caf last night :( it's all gone, they're sending us to 51st state, or the mill at Wigan Pier though. so all is not lost. While it was the last Caf TJ came, which was great, i didn't realised how much i missed him, he's just texted me now to tell me that he's met this girl on the park, and my heart sank, even though i'm with Karl. i'm wierd. or weird, however its spelt. so i don't get to see Karl till monday cos he's goin a party with jeff tomoz, and on sunday he's goin to band praccy at adams, and i f***in hate adam, like nobody's business. UGH! i need to phone fishy too, to sort out our band stuff.
Oh i stole a mexican hat as a souvenir of Caf!!
i'm gettin well into the strokes etc, well, getting re-into them. its reaaaally good, but everyone knows my heart lies with SoCo. 13 days till incubus! yaaaa!!

Alex and Charlotte are back together! YAAAY :lol: i'm so happy for them, theyre sooo good together. Alex is really happy. i well love him to bits, he's one of my most favouritest people ever. Laura too! OH we're goin to France in 3 weeks! how mad's that!! i cant wait, me and laura for 18 days in a foreign country!!! craaaazy!

ugh! hayleigh. she can't resist copying me. When i was like 9 and really into nirvana and all that she ''got into it'' and then when i got into playing guitar she told everyone she could play, she cant play at all! and now, now i've been into indie etc for like 3 years, she's all like ''oh yeah, i'm well indie. i've always been indie'' its like...aaaargh! i know immitation is flattery, but she's like...stealing my identity! i wouldn't mind, but she's doing it in an awful way so it comes off like i'm copying her! i'm like, all mellowed out doing my own thing, and she's two steps in front of me doing the same! ney hayleigh!!
Thom's just txt me and said he can accept that me and him can never be together.
so that means i have to accept it too, ouch.
:(

Music: 12:51 - the strokes
Mood: spaced, at a loss,
Health: Sore Throat
lyric: And You Tell Me That It's Over, I Wake Up Lying In A Patch Of 4-leaved Clover. You'reRestless, and i'm naked, you gotta get out you can't stand to see me shaking, no. Could you let me go? i didn't think so.

''i know he can't do it, but i'm scared that i'm wrong, at the same time i don't want to give up what i've got. I want the best of both worlds, but Thom ain't gonna wait forever. and i don't blame him, i'm not worth it'' - me.

advise?? go on! message it me though, i'd be sssooo greatful, cause im falling to bits.
 
yellow.
04.25.04 (1:35 pm)   [edit]
[i][b][u]you all gotta d/l ''bran's chinese rap'' (from cky2k) and ''the bum bum song'' by Tom Green, theyre so damn funny,[/u][/b][/i]well yesterday, i thought that Karl was gonna break up wit me, and i was kinda gutted, but not really bad so i guess i knew deep down that he wouldn't. :?
thats good though, i saw him today, only for an hour though because it was too too hot, like 31 degrees, i was like...*fry* so when it got too hot i went home, he went to watch Kill Bill with Jeffrey, i didn't wanna see it.
oh my dad said we're going to Barcelona, and i think maybe they'll let me bring Karl too, and that would kick ass, it'd be nonstop me n Karl for a week!! cos usually i only see him for like...*thinks* 25 hours a week, which isnt a lot. Well, when we're not at school its a lot more.
So, as not to bore you i'm gonna do a kind of meditation.

Dont close your eyes, but relax every muscle in your body, put on some really relaxing music (example - Everything by alanis Morisette, or Battestar Scrath.... by Incubus, or anything equaly relaxing)
Imagine yourself in a car with your perfect partner driving down a dark country road at night, with the car headlights on. You're driving slowly, you have plenty of time to spare,
suddenly your car breaks down and you can't properly see because the headlights have gone out. Luckily your partner's lighter is enough to light the car until you can find your flashlight, and you get out of the car to investigate.
You are next to a field full of cows, and they are all stood up, sleeping (cause cows do that)
and you hear this sound, first in the distance, then as it comes closer, you hear it.
[b]''*sniff*''
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!![/b]
then you see this huge cow go shooting into the air. you shine your flashlight in that direction, and see a HUGE figure of a lady (named Joyce) looming over you. (Much like Ursula from the little mermaid)
and just before you can scream to your partner for help....
[b]''*Sniff*''
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH![/b]
Sweet Dreams. :wink:
Music: Ren And Stimpy - Happy Happy Joy Joy
Quote: 1, 2, 1,2,3,4, noise noise noise
 
WORRY
04.23.04 (7:44 am)   [edit]
o god i'm so worried, i just heard about my friend John he got rushed into hospital last night. *worries*
I hope he's ok, my friend told me at school today, and i almost cried, and i couldn't focus all day.
i'm reeeally worried, i don't even know why i'm online.

Also we had a bag-check in school and Al almost got caught with cigs, but narrowly escaped when they found what they were looking for. *phew*
Awww John!! *wishes he got better*
Awww Al, too, he was really pre-occupied all day, not just over John, over something else but he woulldn't tell me till tomorrow, and i got worried about him too. I'm gonna ring John's mum later see if he's okay,
:cry: :cry:
im going, :cry:
Toodles.
 
Under Pressure
04.21.04 (2:12 pm)   [edit]
*wickedcool bassline*
Boom Boom bah beh,
boom boom bah beh,
boo boo boom bah beh beh,
*more bassine*
PRESSURE! pushing down on me,
pressing down on you,
no man ask for,
under pressure,
that brings a building down,
splits a family in two,
puts people on the streets,

Its the terror of knowing what this world is about,
whatching some good friends screming ''let me out''
well tomorrow takes me higher.
pressure on people.
people on the streets.
deh deh deh.

i'm not writing it all out, but its a hella cool song, if you aint never heard it then shame on you!! OOoh! How Fit Queen were...and still are!!
*loves them times threethousandhundredmilli onbillion....yen.*
QUEEN = 8)
Duuuude, they are so good, it makes you want to get naked and get jiggy with it right there....*not literally*

*done*
-thats all folks- :wink:
 
o well hello there Mr Lincoln.
04.21.04 (1:58 pm)   [edit]
8) duuude, it was such a great day, and i don't know how.
well to start with Laura didn't come in school, which sucked ass cause i thought i'd be alone all day, but it was ok cause i found a spare guitar at lunch. In registration, Mr Robertson told me he got me a job at Longshoot Clinic, pretty cool. Thats not until like...july though.
After that there was this announcement from P.E and we have to teach a bunch of little kids to play basketball tomorrow, and besides that we're getting a talk about safe sex in assembly....all in alll i got a busy day tomorrow.
Its 18 days till Incubus, and i'm planning to see Something Corporate, whenever they come to town. *hopes*
Um, my brother Stephen won another football tournament, and now theyre like the top of the league or something, so good news for him.
on the dark side, i got a lot of homework cause i got GCSE mocks next week, -Sigh- i don't mind though, revision and things come pretty easy to me, so i should be okay.
Um, i can't think of much else that happened today, i had a fight with my form teacher. he was being an asshole.
this reminder came from the library book came to the form (with my cousins name on it, same surname) andhe went (because i've had like one reminder before)
''If this is Catherine's i'll kill her'' so i stood up and i was Like
''HEY! i only didn't take a book back like once! Thats unfair'' and he was like
'' :twisted: SIT DOWN!!!!!! you have no right to tell me if i'm reasonable''
so i said ''You have no right to accuse me!! Just because you have authority over me in your lesson doesn't mean that you can accuse me!!!''
UGH!! he annoys me so much. He can't do any wrong either. because he's a scientist. i dont have anything against scientists, i wanna be a biologist, but he's so arrogant!!!
um, thats all folks,
CIAO :wink:
 
Ohh forget what i sed bout breakin up...
04.20.04 (2:39 pm)   [edit]
Sorry its been a few days, not that you noticed, just, they weren't half piling on the homework, i'm just done and i've started from like 4pm, now its 10.30 pm. Mind you, i went out for like 2 hours.
with Karl. *loves* wow, i knew he was great, and then i think maybe i got a bit bored, but i don't know what happened but its back to normal. The tingly feeling when we kiss came back!! *yays* i love that.
So i'm v v happy, and NOTHING can bring me down right now, not even the 4 hours of homework i've had every night. Good job i can blag it.
Um, i been writing a poem, what is the opposite of ''Chivalry''?
ooh! today in town, it was sooo cool, we were talking about this mexican dude called casper who's real cool, and this random guy with a beard came over to us and went ''i'm not german'' and he was telling us about cyborgs and Cats. i felt sorry for him, i think he'd lost it, but he was really interesting. He asked me was i his friend, and i said yes, because he really was a nice bloke, i just think he was a bit ... lost. Bless him. His name was Carl, (with a 'c' he told us, because he was adament that he wasn't german).
:wink: 19 days till Incubus :wink:
now its the official countdown.
Also, i'mgetting well into an Egyptian Art project, i got an A- today, i was really pleased cause all this year i've been getting C's and B's, and now i've seemed to pull myself together, wich is good because i'm used to high grades.
Ummmm, oh Rachael is meant to be going out with this girl called Roxanne, and they've been together for like 11 months, but theyre going on a break!! Because Rachael met Michaela, *shakes head* and they were so good together.....*cry*
She won't shut up about Michaela either and i'm all like ''SSsssssh! i dont care!!'' i do though.
Oh, also Darren smells, he told us he saw this guy get murdered, which is a total lie, i'll tell you why some other time. we called him up and said ''darren you smell'' and he told his mum and dad we said ''darren we're outside with a rifle and if you move we'll shoot you''
pathetic....
Anyways i'll leave now, i wanna get an early night for tomorrow, something tells me there'll be a lotta lotta work.
CIAO
Luv Cat :wink:
 
The Greatest Dream EVER!!
04.18.04 (2:55 am)   [edit]
ok *wavy lines of reality*
i'm in town with my friend laura, and we're on some random stairs listenin to Radio One. i'd been texting the radio all day to get them to play everlong by foo fighters, but they didn't know who the foo fighters were. So, dissapointedly i listened to the other bands they had to offer. But suddenly they announced this competition...
''COMPETITION!!! MEET THE FOO FIGHTERS, JUST ANSWER THESE 2 QUESTIONS'' so they read these two questions out, and i only knew the answer to the first one, (what's dave's middle name) the second one i forget. So i didn't call in, but this guy did and won.
i was [u]PISSED[/u] off so bad. So Laura said she'd treat me to a McDonalds cause i was really upset. As we walked upstairs with our burgers we saw the foos on the top floor of McDonalds. Well i was like :D :D :D :D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D: D:D:D:D just like that........phwoar!!!
so they were on their way out, and i stopped Dave and said ''WHOA!!!!! Could you sign my bad please?'' and he said yeah, cos he's dead nice, and he signed it, but spelt his name wrong. So i said ''it's ok, do it again on my shirt'' so he signed my shirt. But Pat Smear (who was also there) knocked him, and it went wrong, so he did it again, this time on my arm. Anyway it ended up i had a hundred Dave grohl autographs all over my person....it was pretty odd....
so he said to me ''sorry, i've covered you with marker'' (AS IF I WAS BOTHERED! IT'S D.G.) and he bought me a drink, and then Me and Laura got to go backstage at their gig (which was co-incidentally in my garage) that night....*sighs* if only..... :wink:
 
With Your Babies Breath Breathe Symphonies....
04.18.04 (2:48 am)   [edit]
[u]12 songs you should really listen to [/u]
1. Hurricane (the formal weather pattern) - Something Corporate
2. Cavvanaugh Park - Something Corporate
3. Run - Snow Patrol
4. Post Script - Finch
5. No scrubs cover - Incubus
6. For All The Cows - Foo Fighters
7. You Spin Me Round - Inme (cover)
8. Neptune - InMe
9. Smooth - Carlos Santana feat. Rob Thomas
10. Last Nite - The Strokes
11. Monkey See Monkey Do - Trucks
12. Good Old-Fashioned Loverboy - Queen

sorry bout that, i just was in the mood for a list.......i tried to limit the Something Corporate, but it was hard....

anyways, i think a hat could have broke up a relationship....but i'm real pessimistic. I cried myself to sleep aswell!!! EEEEK! i'm sure i'll sort it, but last time i said that we broke up, and once is enough. *nods* :? hhhhmmmmmm
I had this dream last night, it was the greatest ever!!!!! WOOOO! ill post it in 2 secs....
 
I WROTE A SONG
04.17.04 (1:52 pm)   [edit]
wow, i wrote this here song, and i impressed myself, please MESSAGE me not post a comment to let me know what you think, cause i REALLY REAAAAAAALLY wanna know what you think cause you read the ambition thing, no? ok check this out, its hardly finished, but here....

Untitled
I enjoyed the feel of dying tonight,
because i died in your grip again,
twice i have died and by now it feels alright,
to pray for the sun when it rains,
I enjoyed the feel of loneliness tonight,
because i was lonely when i was with you,
but twice i've been lonely and by now it feels right
when it's loneliness for two.

When we leave here we'll leave un-detected,
and i'll leave in your arms so i know i'm protected,
take 1,000 steps forwad and one step back
and change direction to cover our tracks,
they'll never find us, in our mushroom cloud,
they'll never have had to scream so loud,


*bows*....no autographs... :wink:
 
Come On Sweet Catastrophé
04.17.04 (1:12 pm)   [edit]
:oops: :( :cry: :x :?

things are just waiting to go wrong, and i can't wait any longer, its hard even knowing your friends think your relationship is dying slowly in front of you but you don't believe them enough to break it off. But knowing yourself....

he doesn't do it on purpose but he makes me shake,
when i count the hours till he wakes,
with his babies breath he breathes symphonies,
come on sweet catastrophé...
 
DAMMIT!! i broke it i think...
04.17.04 (1:06 pm)   [edit]
:( i'm such a JERK!!!!!!! Aaaaaaaah!
ever had one of them days where you just feel like you wanna crawl away from someone, and when you finally manage to, you wish they were there? maybe it's just me....

well i went to the pics with Karl, and i was expecting that he would bring Jeff, which is cool, cos i like Jeff. BUT, he also brought Denver and Tom, who i don't even know that well, and denver is [i]really[/i] short, so we couldn't get into the movie we wanted to, but it ended up Denver left so we got in. Anyway, i was a little mad but it didn't matter, Denver was pretty nice and all was not lost.
So in the movie (shaun of the Dead, which i didn't want to watch, but Karl ignored me) it was okay but i have this new hat and Karl kept stealing it, *annoying* ok the first time it was a little funny, and the next three it got old, then he gave up for a while. So at the end of the movie (after laughing at me for getting scared at one part of it) he stole my hat again, after me asking him to ''stop it'' , ''please don't'' and ''fucking stop it''. that was just TOO MUCH!!! so i shouted (in the middle of the street) KEEP THE FUCKING HAT!!! and left. went home. *nods* i'm moody....
anyway when i got home i cried cos i was so horrible to him, and i couldn't phone him because Jeff was there at his house, and i don't want to embarrass him, and i think he's fell out with me. :( :( :(

anyways, now i've got to write a Poem, well 2 poems, and i'm gonna do one about this Girl who used to bully me who i finally stood up to, and one about Thomas and how much i look up to him, i just need inspiration....**HELP??**